I would like to thank you for supporting Yana.
As her illness was getting worse, she became more difficult to deal with.
It was very hard for people who love Yana.
She really fought hard against her illness. I am proud of her.
I fought Yana's illness together with her as hard as it was humanly possible. I am also proud of myself.
I also have regrets and I will blame myself for a while, because I'm human.
Love and art was Yana's life.
She was beautiful, the sweetest and most gentle soul I have ever seen in my life.
She cared so much about everyone. And she was strong.
Regardless of how much worse her condition got, Yana kept creating.
She was such an inspiration to me! I learned so much from her!
She even helped me quit drinking and she awoke creativity in me.
Yana used to tell me that I would be a beautiful old man with long white hair and a white beard.
Some day when I meet Yana again, as this old man, I will thank her.
Thanks to Yana, I became stronger, more responsible and more sensitive. I am confident about my future.
Some day I will hold events for Yana, such as an art exhibit for a good cause.
I hope to see you there.
Thanks,
Okapizen
okapizen.deviantart.com
From loving husband.